i suck at sewing

today i learned how to sew, it was very complicated, guess my dreams of becoming like Jenny Humphrey wont come true *sighs* i dunno, im not sure cause i suck at sewing! and plus the fact that my mum is teaching me, i suck more! omaegawd sewing is hard.. but i havent tried sewing with a sewing machine, we'll just have to wait and see. and my mum looked like she was 'forced' to teach me and she wasted the time by bbm-ing with her friends ugh i was like "put that bb down and teach me!" there were lots of time that i would really wanna throw her bb to the floor and just stomp on it gahhh!! but i have to say BBs are really really really really distracting, ever since my mum bought a bb she keeps ignoring me, i have to repeat myself at least twice when im talking to her and she sometimes she acts like she is suffering from autism omaegawd i cant stand her when she is like that, but what else can i do? me myself cant live without bb, gosh im addicted to bb too, oh well, like mother like daughter :) but i listen to what people are talking and really understand them, unlike my mum (duhhh!)
back to topic, i really am desperate! plus i dont have much patience, i dont like being patient, like for example when im walking and if there's a person in front of me who walks sooooooooo slow, as slow as a snail, i would wanna kick her from the back omaegawd i cannot stand slow people. they make me sick!(no offense) my mum often tells me that im really slow but guess what mum?? ur often slower than me especially when ur bbm-ing with someone! like for example, usually we have church on Sunday (of course) at 9 a.m and i would be really busy getting ready and stuff and i went down to my mum's room to see if she's ready or not and i would find her still bbm-ing with someone and havent took shower ughhh that really annoys me!
bottom line, I DO NOT LIKE BEING PATIENT